What is going on??

Hi Everyone! 
Well for some reason, which I cannot fathom, I have lost my pretty picture of cherry blossom at the top of this blog, as well at the roses background and many other things that were on country-blossoms.blogspot.com
So, alas I think this is the end of the road for this blog.... as I explained earlier I did want to close it down due to a certain person that could read it and I dont necessarily want her to know what is going on in my life.
So.... I will close this one, and start another from scratch, but I promise I will try to contact all you lovely people who were my followers, even though that list has disappeared as well!!
Help!!  Does anyone know WHY my blog has "disappeared" slightly?
If anyone can help me get the original design back, I would be most grateful.
Hope you are all well.  Since writing the Post about being in hospital to have my Gall Bladder out, I was in a lot of pain on my right side about 10 days after the surgery.  I put up with it for about a week, and then saw my specialist who sent me off for an ultra-sound and a chest x-ray.... which showed that my right lung was partially collapsed - hence the pain I was feeling!!
So I had to have plenty of saline nebs, and suck on a physio thingy with little balls in chambers to help you learn to breathe deeply.
I am much better from all that now, but am fighting a nasty chest cold now which has me having 2 hourly nebs of Ventolin and saline... sooo I had begun to feel better, but not real "flash" just yet.
Anyway, off to see how to create a new blog, and to think up a name for it too!!
Hugs n Blessings from Sue xxx